Gotta get this off my chest!

Okay, I am going to post again today cause I need to confess that after taking a long weekend of eating crap, I did not go to the gym today! I did eat right though. But, before you judge me too hard we have had a little bit of stuff going on here. Last night, Lola fell off of the table where we were feeding her (in a seat) and landed on her forehead will all the force of her body. She immediately became lethargic and tired and her eyes started rolling around so we went to the emergency room immediately! They didn't want to put her throught the radiation of a cat scan but they wanted us to observe her for 24 hours by waking her up every 2 hours and checking her pupils and other things. So, after a night of that Charlie woke up with a fever so I have been holding my sick babies all day. Charlie's temp went down, however, Lola has slept a LOT today. I have called the doc and they assured me that she was going to be fine as long as she wasn't vomiting or her pupils were ok. So, needless to say no gym for me today. However, I still feel really guilty about it. I don't know. Well, I just wanted to get that off of my chest cause I have to be truthful if I want this to work. And I DO! Whew...I feel better (sortof)!